Random Thoughts

This post is dedicated to my beloved :  Ankhen Band Kar Lu Jo Mein dekhu Bas Tumhe khwabon Mein Keh Sakta Huin Aapna Tumhe rehne De Mera Ye Wehemte Hi Yakin na Jaoge pyar Ki Yeh Raat Hai Ab Na Ja chotisi Ik Baat Hai Ab Na Ja tumhi Se Hai Meri Neendein Na Bhi Ho To Kya tumhi Se Hai Meri Baatein  Na Bhi Ho To Kya kehne De Taaron Ko Kahaani Ankahi na Jaoge pyar Ki Yeh Raat Hai Ab Na Ja chotisi Ik Baat Hai Ab Na Ja pal Do Pal Ka Saath Hai Ab Na Ja jadusi Ye Raat Hai Ab Na Ja ab Na Ja aankhen De Pyaar Ki Boondein bikhre Se Kai Sawaal ankhon Mein Kitne Mausam Pal Mein Beetein Kitne Saal behne De Jahan Bhi Le Jayen Zindagi Na Jaoge pyar Ki Yeh Raat Hai Ab Na Ja choti Si Ik Baat Hai Ab Na Ja pal Do Pal Ka Saath Hai ab Na Ja jadusi Ye Raat Hai Ab Na Ja ab Na Ja

Three people in my life so far, I have loved them.They told me that they: Loved Adored Needed Wanted Me. I doubt anyone will ever feel that deeply for me. I don't even care if they fall out of love in time. I just want someone to love me so much that they fall in love with me and swim in the ultimate connection of being "at one" with me. Two complementary souls, blending with each other, happy to be mirrors. I would think that it's going to be a fantasy for me the rest of my life. But I met a girl online on some social media site. Everyday at least twice I think about this girl who I really love and she likes me back. The problem is that I live in Delhi and she lives in Chandigarh. I haven't seen her, we were thinking of having a long distance relationship. It's hard because we can't be together in person. We are in contact with each other, but it's not easy and emotional. I actually cry at night sometimes and I know it isn't right for guy like mys

Uptown girl You know I can’t afford to buy her pearls.. But maybe someday when my ship comes in.. She’ll understand what kind of guy I’ve been.. And then I’ll win.. Uptown girl She is my uptown girl.. You know I’m in love With an uptown girl.. ………. Billy Joel Falling in love is a magical experience that happens between two people. But still I don't understand why do people fall in love? When a person finds someone they are attracted to who also seems to be attracted to them they feel the opportunity to expand themselves. While penning down my thoughts, the movie Shrek popped into my mind. In the movie, Lord Farquad wants to find love just so he can become king. It makes me think that he wants to expand his "self" and power. So is that all love is, a ‘Fake” emotion or is it really a word used to show a strong "relationship". While the duel with regards to is bound to continue let me get back to reason why I started this post. This post was not entirely about “why