Random Thoughts

I always thought my life would be better in another world or even if I was brought up in another country but being in another world completely sounds better :) Have a forest where I can live like a free bird. Amidst the forest a laid back river where i can just sit back and listen to the music of Mother Nature. Have a wonderful group of friends around me that I love to be around. Live in this type of house or a little cottage house with a nice garden/yard where I can chill out and relax in Cottage . Have a banyan tree in my garden/yard. Have a beach close so I can sit quietly by myself, with friends or be with my true love having romantic walks along the ocean talking about stuff with them and sitting on the sand listening to the ocean with her arms around me While watching the sunset in the evening. Have a field to relax in (a lot of relaxing lol ), do a lot of staring up at the clouds or the stars seeing what shapes I can make out of them (with my love or friends). My dream girl wou

I screamed but no one hears, I failed trying to communicate I can see everyone but no one hears me. No one really listens all they hear is from their own heart, their own desires, their own ambition. Today Siting in my office all alone feeling very much disowned by my office colleague and my friends. These days I am very much upset can't find way to escape, don't have enough courage to fight the situation. I don't know ke mai apni baate kis se bolu . So I thought to write it down I have been having tons of dreams about her my first love but the strange thing is her fiance is in all of them. In my last dream. I was some how homeless and she let me stay with her and her fiance (who was kind of senior in my office) I just remember that in the dream she was around a lot but was very cold to me yet at the same time very concerned. I remember a lot of old emotions coming back and me wanting her acceptance. We were together her living room and me leaving the house telling her I w