Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Friday, October 30, 2009

I know I cant but I still do

I never thought that I would ever be in Love....let alone find true & real love.Until one day I met the Love of My Life & Soul mate. She is soo amazing & perfect. She makes me the happiest that I have ever been. Just when I think that I can fall more in Love with her...she always ends up proving me wrong...I fall more in love with her every single day. She makes me want things that I have never wanted before, like marriage & kids & a family. She makes me feel things that I never thought I would or could ever feel. I feel soo loved & wanted & needed.

I know that I should not love you the way I do.... no I can't its wrong but I love you anyways. I know you can never know but a part of me still longs to tell you. When you are near me it takes all my self control to not shout it out In fact I can't dare to tell you.

I wish you say the smallest thing and it will bring a smile to my lips but you can never know so i must stay here with this broken heart and try to live my everyday alone and empty :( I love you with all my heart

Friday, October 23, 2009

Will My Dreams Ever Come True................?????????

When I saw her for the first time she was slim, shy, sincere, decent, punctual, still she is the same... I usually watch her very now and then as the moment I get free. I really want her to look at me...just once! However, the irony of life kills me. She never even give me a look, even a short and a simple glance back, this fact does not change my attitude towards her! I love her like anything.

'It's wonderful to be loved, but the best thing in the world is to be understood' God can't be so cruel to me....one day...hopefully....one day.....my dreams will come true...but still the only question that arises in my mind is that....will my dreams, ever come true.........???????

Pray for me... Happy weekend

Thursday, October 22, 2009

THIS FOR YOU

I AM WRITING THIS FOR YOU
Yes, YOU.

How are you today?

How is life treating you?

How are YOU treating life?

Do you need a hug? Here, *HUG*

I do not know you. I do not know your struggles. I do not know much about you except what I feel.

That's okay. I don't need to know you.

I know you will have good days and bad. And totally horrible days where you will feel it is pointless to go on. I hope you find a reason to not give up and continue on.

You are beautiful inside and out.
Yes, YOU.

I don't know you have any ghosts from the past that haunt you or any regrets and past failures.

I don't know you are dealing with things that may seem overwhelming.

I know there are things on your mind right now that you are dreading dealing with.

How many friends you have?

I do not know, and it doesn't matter.

We are many.

We are different in so many ways, and yet still the same.

Know you are not alone. Know there are some people on here who REALLY do care.

I wish you light and peace and strength.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Somebody attracts me!!!!!!!!


Uptown girl
You know I can’t afford to buy her pearls..
But maybe someday when my ship comes in..
She’ll understand what kind of guy I’ve been..
And then I’ll win..

Uptown girl
She is my uptown girl..
You know I’m in love
With an uptown girl..
……….Billy Joel

Falling in love is a magical experience that happens between two people. But still I don't understand why do people fall in love?

When a person finds someone they are attracted to who also seems to be attracted to them they feel the opportunity to expand themselves. While penning down my thoughts, the movie Shrek popped into my mind. In the movie, Lord Farquad wants to find love just so he can become king. It makes me think that he wants to expand his "self" and power.

So is that all love is, a ‘Fake” emotion or is it really a word used to show a strong "relationship". While the duel with regards to is bound to continue let me get back to reason why I started this post.

This post was not entirely about “why we fall in Love” but was more about me being “attracted” towards someone and am sure this is not “Infatuation” (just in case some of the “Love-Guru’s” might think of it that ways)

Right now you can say I’m on the Primary Stages of this “fatal disease” where all that matters to me is to “ catch a glimpse of her”, meeting her, talking to her and if it would be my lucky day then probably sharing some time together (Though I don’t think I can ever get lucky in love, just being realistic).

The reason why I call this as a “Primary Stage” is coz you love the feeling of being in this stage, as for me it brings smile to my face just thinking the way she talks, smiles, dresses (well the list could be endless and I might go on and on)

But then reality sinks in and a thought or thoughts flash in my mind –
“Am I the right guy for her or is she the right girl for me? Perhaps this is the dilemma that has stopped me from confessing my love for her.”
“Will she say Yes if I ask her out?”

So many if’s and but’s, falling in love was easy but confessing it is really difficult especially for a guy. (Pearls of wisdom from a great mind of mine..lolz)

I wish I had the powers of Mel Gibson from the movie “What Women Want” and would be able read her mind. Maybe one day I would be able to read her mind without those powers (Here is hoping for the best , am die-hard optimist you see)

Till then to all my friends wish me luck because am suffering from “LOVE”
And my Uptown Girl I miss you!


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