Random Thoughts

I never thought that I would ever be in Love....let alone find true & real love.Until one day I met the Love of My Life & Soul mate. She is soo amazing & perfect. She makes me the happiest that I have ever been. Just when I think that I can fall more in Love with her...she always ends up proving me wrong...I fall more in love with her every single day. She makes me want things that I have never wanted before, like marriage & kids & a family. She makes me feel things that I never thought I would or could ever feel. I feel soo loved & wanted & needed. I know that I should not love you the way I do.... no I can't its wrong but I love you anyways. I know you can never know but a part of me still longs to tell you. When you are near me it takes all my self control to not shout it out In fact I can't dare to tell you. I wish you say the smallest thing and it will bring a smile to my lips but you can never know so i must stay here with this broken heart a

When I saw her for the first time she was slim, shy, sincere, decent, punctual, still she is the same... I usually watch her very now and then as the moment I get free. I really want her to look at me...just once! However, the irony of life kills me. She never even give me a look, even a short and a simple glance back, this fact does not change my attitude towards her! I love her like anything. 'It's wonderful to be loved, but the best thing in the world is to be understood' God can't be so cruel to me....one day...hopefully....one day.....my dreams will come true...but still the only question that arises in my mind is that....will my dreams, ever come true.........??????? Pray for me... Happy weekend

I AM WRITING THIS FOR YOU Yes, YOU. How are you today? How is life treating you? How are YOU treating life? Do you need a hug? Here, *HUG* I do not know you. I do not know your struggles. I do not know much about you except what I feel. That's okay. I don't need to know you. I know you will have good days and bad. And totally horrible days where you will feel it is pointless to go on. I hope you find a reason to not give up and continue on. You are beautiful inside and out. Yes, YOU. I don't know you have any ghosts from the past that haunt you or any regrets and past failures. I don't know you are dealing with things that may seem overwhelming. I know there are things on your mind right now that you are dreading dealing with. How many friends you have? I do not know, and it doesn't matter. We are many. We are different in so many ways, and yet still the same. Know you are not alone. Know there are some people on here who REALLY do care. I wish you light and peace

Uptown girl You know I can’t afford to buy her pearls.. But maybe someday when my ship comes in.. She’ll understand what kind of guy I’ve been.. And then I’ll win.. Uptown girl She is my uptown girl.. You know I’m in love With an uptown girl.. ………. Billy Joel Falling in love is a magical experience that happens between two people. But still I don't understand why do people fall in love? When a person finds someone they are attracted to who also seems to be attracted to them they feel the opportunity to expand themselves. While penning down my thoughts, the movie Shrek popped into my mind. In the movie, Lord Farquad wants to find love just so he can become king. It makes me think that he wants to expand his "self" and power. So is that all love is, a ‘Fake” emotion or is it really a word used to show a strong "relationship". While the duel with regards to is bound to continue let me get back to reason why I started this post. This post was not entirely about “why